Little girl goes to little island

Yippie, finally, some good news from me. Next summer I'll spend my days at Malta if I don't find a job until then (what probably I won't). I have a friend, David and he told me about his summer and that how awesome it was. He worked almost everyday but we can't even call that working because really, it's fun. You teach some silly dance for the people and you even got paid for it, plus the EF (Education First) even pays the place, the food and everything. Obviously, this is the dream job for young fellas like me. Not to mention Malta is freaking fantastic. I plan to go there ever since I saw a documentary film about the island. There are no words how magically beautiful Malta is.

I will also try some voluntary job because maybe I've got no money for it but at least I could move out because I start lost my mind, sitting in the house all day long. I almost started to cry over Post Grad - that's a comedy - when Alexis Bleedel had to say she was unemployed. I swear a psychologist would love me so much now.

Reading, writing, watching

So, yes, I didn't write for a long time again. Well, there isn't much to say unless we count that I have a few bad days behind me what made me kill all of my characters in a hell of a bloody way. But no worries, I resurrected them. Still no job of course, though I've got promises, promises, promises and... yes, promises. Pff, what can I do now? Obviously, nothing other than trying hard and read, write and watch movies. I'm almost done with Supernatural. Only almost because I started to watch Sons of Anarchy and I totally got obsessed with it. If there's a series with as awesome music as Supernatural, that's the Sons of Anarchy, plus Katey Sagal - I would never recognized her as Peggy Bundy if I didn't see a picture from both of the series next to each other - is the toughest woman I've seen in a series nowadays - maybe Connie Britton could a competitor for her - , Ron Perlman simply rocks - my Mom is a fan of him ever since I know my mind - and of course, there's Charlie Hunnam who should play Taylor Kitsch's bro in a movie because they are scarily similar. Anyway, that's it. Life is still boring or terrible but I wanna forget about the second part.

Supernatural-1x12 Faith

While on a hunt, Dean is seriously hurt, and it seems he may only have months to live. Desperate for a cure, Sam goes to an unlikely source to save his brother, but is the miracle all it seems, or are dark forces at work?


My fave episode in season1. This isn't the first death neither of the boys but close enough. Dean is dying what is kinda shocking even if everybody knows he won't actually die. I don't know if I mentioned it before or not but it's worth to repeat, John Winchester is a jerk. Funny how I didn't see it for years what an irresponsible, careless, selfish bastard was the man. (no wonder Sam is takes after his daddy) What kind of father let his son dying and doesn't even try to help? I have to admit poor Sam tried everything he could and it wasn't his fault that the reaper took another dude instead of Dean. And here's the first sign of some kind of pattern: the guy died instead of Dean=he blames himself for it, John dies to save him=again the blaming, this leads us to the decision made in season2 finale but that's way later to talk about it now. The scene with the "Don't Fear The Reaper" song was freaking awesome. I felt sorry for Layla because she seemed to be such a sweet girl. And of course her situation brought up some moral problems, like stop the crazy old chick and let the girl die or save her, sacrifising another life. But as we all know our boys always make the right decision even if it hurts.
guest star: Julie Benz

Facts:
1. Daytime TV is terrible.
2. In case something happens with Dean, take care of his car or he will haunt your ass.
3. Dean Winchester would never die in a hospital where the nurses aren't even hot.
4. You gotta have faith not only when miracles happen but also when they don't.
5. God save us from half the people who think they're doing God's work.
6. Dean only believes what he sees.

Song in the episode:
-Don't Fear (The Reaper) by Blue Oyster Cult

Supernatural-1x11 Scarecrow

After a phone call from their father, Dean and Sam go their separate ways, only to be reuninted in a small town with a deadly secret. Why do the townspeople keep an evil looking scarecrow, and is it connected to the strange disappareances that have been happening?


"Dude, you're fugly." Yes, the falling out arrived with John's call. The main difference between the brothers that Dean follows blindly every order John gives him, and Sam always got something else in his pretty head of his. I understand him in a way, of course, he wants to find the demon who killed his mom+girlfriend but I also got a feeling he rebels just for the sake of rebelling. And leaving Dean alone was really selfish thing to do but again, it's Sam Winchester. But he deserves some credits that he went back and saved Dean's pretty butt from being sacrificed for the sake of apple pie.
How I knew from the start something was off with this Meg chick. What are the chances that a Winchester meets a normal human walking down the road? Yeah, right, no chance.
Did I mention I hate scarecrows, too? I do, they are not only "fugly", also creepy, especially at night time.

Facts:
1. Sam is a selfish bastard, who does whatever he wants and doesn't care what anybody thinks.
2. Dean is proud of his little bro. - oh...
3. If you don't wanna stuck on a bus station, buy a car.
4. Dean's always got a plan, or he's working on it.
5. Being sacrificed is classer than being killed.
6. Dean is a pain in the ass.
7. Dean is John Bonham. - no wonder why he's such a big fan of mullet rock

Songs in the episode:
-Bad Company by Bad Company
-Lodi by Creedence Clearwater Revival
-Puppet by Colepitz

Supernatural-1x10 Asylum

After getting co -ordinates in a text message from their dad, Sam and Dean head out to the Roosevelt Asylum to check out rumors that its haunted with killer ghosts. What they find is a young couple out for a night of fun, and an evil Dr, hell bent on finishing the job he started while he was still alive...


Wow, heartattack alert. We could all sense the falling out coming but this was huge. Sam was totally out of control. Sure, the crazy doc controlled him but still. So get the general stuff for a horror movie, - asylum - some nuts dead patients and of course the cruel doctor, plus give some serious brother issues to it and then you've got it. What you need to get there? Coordinates from daddy, orders from daddy, respect for daddy. I always wonder who is stupid enough to go into a place like that? This epi creeped me out big time. I don't like hospitals, let alone asylums.

Facts:
1. John Winchester writes like Yoda, also he can barely use a toaster.
2. Hidden rooms are called "hidden" because they are hidden. - how shocking!
3. When someone says the place is haunted, don't go in.
4. What is worst than a pissed off spirit? A spirit of a pissed off psycho killer.
5. Sammy hasn't got ESP, just strange vibes sometimes.
6. Sam got a crappy guidance counselor, that's how he ended up being a hunter. - strange, always thought it was a family business
7. Dean always got the extra cookie because he hasn't got the Sam attitude.

Song in the episode:
-Hey You by BTO

Supernatural-1x09 Home

Sam has a dream about the old Winchester home. The dream is so vivid he insists they go back to Kansas to check on the house. Once there, the boys discover not one, but two spirits now inhabit the house, and one is intent on killing the new owner!

Such an intense episode. Finally, Sam tells Dean about his nightmares. It was time, he couldn't hide it anymore and he needs help. It can't be easy dealing with premotions alone. Oh, and the boys gotta go home. That's what makes this episode so great. That this isn't just another job, this is openly about the Winchester brothers. Dean is obviously freaking out not only because they have to go back to Lawrence but because of Sam's visions. Not knowing what's going on with the closest person to you is the worst thing ever. The first time we see Dean Winchester crying... And the only time I don't cry with him. I loved how in the end Mary helped out the guys and poor Sammy... He finally could meet his mom. I gotta tell you, I was so pissed when I realized John was their all along. What kind of father let his sons suffering alone when he could help them? And, hey, Mister, your son called you crying, begging for help! Doesn't it ring a bell?

ps.: Missouri is the coolest guest star in season1. The way she scares the crap outta Dean is hilarious.

Facts:

1. Visions make Dean anxious, escpecially if they come true.

2. Dean Winchester's got feelings (and tears) just like a normal person.

3. Using an EMF is amateur.

Supernatural-1x08 Bugs

A construction worker falls down a hole in the ground, only to have his brain seemingly 'melt.' The authorities say CJD, our boys know different! Once on the case, Sam and Dean discover a deadly native curse, and a time frame that is rapidly running out. Can they convince people to leave before it's too late?


Another episode what is more about the brothers than the actual monsters. We get to know Sam feels like a misunderstood poor son of evil daddy.Yes, Sam always wanted to have a different life a normal "apple pie" kind. That was the biggest conflict with their dad. It's funny how Dean doesn't see what was Sam's problem because he always does what John says- daddy's perfect little soldier. There's huge tention between the guys because of it, the way Sam left, that they think about life in such a different way. In a way I can even understand Sam. I mean, who wants to follow orders in every minute of their life? It's understandable he wanted to make his own decisions, and he wanted to try getting out of the crazy way of life they live. But again, there comes Dean. He wants to have a family, he's eager to have a normal life - even if he deny it and pretend hunting is the best thing he could think to do - still he stayed and continue doing their job because somebody gotta do that, too. However, - and it was a long time I said something like this - I kinda felt sorry for Sam, that he always felt less than he's brother or his dad, always the black sheep in the family, gotta admit, it must have been hard.

Facts:
1. Bow hunting is an important skill. - more important than soccer
2. Dean doesn't like normal. - Doesn't this statement make him a liar?
3. Dean watches Oprah.
4. Never build anything on ancient indians' territory. - they are always cursed

Songs in the episode:
-Rock of Ages by Def Leppard - Someone really likes this song.
-No One Like You by The Scorpions
-I Got More Pills Than I Got Pay by Black Toast Music
-Poke In the Butt by Extreme Music
-Medusa by MasterSource

Supernatural-1x07 Hook Man

When the spirit of a one-handed preacher comes back to haunt a town, it's time for Sam and Dean to get on the case. The problem is, what is summoning the ghost, and why doesn't burning his bones vanquish him back to the netherworld?


"Goodbye, Preacher." Be aware, Hook Man will come for you if you are a bad girl! Or just burn his bones and everything that belongs to him and you can go on with your life, partying and hooking up with everybody.
Sammy finally got a girl for himself. Ha, isn't it cute? Good to see Dean isn't the only Winchester who can get involved with females.

Is there even anybody who hasn't heard about the Hook Man? I mean, he's a famous dude after all, even Peter Pan fought him. I'm wondering if something is wrong with me that I never get scared of Supnat. This is a horror show after all, meaning I should be scared out of my panties... Hmm, gotta be something with the gorgeous actors. Who could get scared when two guys like the Winchesters are around, right?

Facts:
1. It's proved again, Sammy is a geek.
2. Sammy looks like a dumbass pledge.
3. Dean'd rather watched the cute girls house than digging up a grave. - Man... Who understands them?
4. Sam is secretly Francis who likes half-caff double vanilla latte.

Songs in the episode:
-Merry Go Round by Split Habit
-Bang Your Head (Metal Health) by Quiet Riot
-Noise by Low Five
-At Rest by APM
-Royal Bethlehem by APM
-U Do 2 Me by Paul Richards
-Peace of Mind by Boston

Supernatural-1x06 Skin

When an old friend of Sam's is accused of murder, he feels compelled to help. But, when the Winchesters investigate, they find things are far from a simple mistaken identity. In fact, can anyone be trusted to be who they say they are?

What else could I say about this episode that it was breathtaking? Oh, no it wouldn't be my fave if it's not for Dean and his little strip but that was just... It would have been even better if his teeth didn't start to fall out and his skin stayed where it belongs but we can't always get what we want. The first time we got more than one Dean in any episode. These times are always awesome, aren't they? What could be better than one Dean Winchester? Yeah, two of him! Without shirt, the way the audience likes him the most.
The seeds of doubt are planted into Sammy's cute head and into ours, too. I mean, what if the shapeshifter truly knew every thoughts of Dean? What if Dean really blames his little bro? That would be understandable, wouldn't it? And Dean is officialy hunted by the law, not for the last time.

Facts:
1. Sam wears women's underwear.
2. According to Sam hiding the truth isn't equal with lying.
3. Hunting doesn't allow you to get close to people.
4. Dean is anti-social.
5. Shapeshifters aren't stupid.-He picked the handsome brother.
6. Sam and Dean are freaks but they are there for each other all the way.-we all know that isn't so true for little Sammy.

Songs in the episode:
-In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida by Iron Butterfly
-Poison Whiskey by Lynyrd Skynyrd
-Hey Man, Nice Shot by Filter
-All Right Now by Free

Supernatural-1x05 Bloody Mary

When a young girl utters the words 'bloody mary' three times in front of a mirror, her father dies grusomely. Is there something evil in the mirror? If so, how does the spirit pick it's victims, and just why does Sam think he can lure it to go after him?


Bloody Mary... Bloody Mary... You know who. Oh, such an awesome episode. Finally, we know what's Sammy's big secret. And I gotta say the mirror scene was so, so, so awesome. I love the way the writers put Sam's story line into this one. That's the amazing about Supernatural, that they can balance between the guys' problems and the demons perfectly. The bleeding eyes are so cool, that's what I love in True Blood, too. I mean, it looks totally tragic. And oh, in the end, "Laugh, I nearly died" by Rolling Stones, one of my fave ever. I almost forgot, I know why the guys had to suffer so much in the last years! All those broken mirrors... Bad luck. Not to mention Sam and his dirty little secrets. We all know where those go.

Facts:
1. If all the computers are out of order, the research becomes annoying.
2. Sam's got dreams about lollipops and candy canes and that scares him.
3. Dean wants to look like Paris Hilton. - I bet not after their friendly meeting in season 5.
4. It's Sam, not Sammy.
5. There's a good reason why I'm afraid of mirrors.


Songs in the episode:
-Laugh, I Nearly Died by The Rolling Stones
-Sugar, We're Going Down by Fallout Boy
-Rock of Ages by Def Leppard (also used in Swan Song where it was even better than here)

The Mood

Damn it, I'm in the mood again. I've got these nightmares again for more than a week so I'm totally exhausted, on the edge and just about to start crying in any moment. Urgh, I hate this so much. It's like my brain decided not to let go of the past and everytime I'm about to forget, the dreams/nightmares come back to haunt me at night. I just wanna move on with my life because this isn't normal. I shouldn't have these nightmares after years. I seriously consider starting to read my psyhological book, maybe I could get something out from that. The several questions popping up in my head make me anxious even more. Why can't I forget? Is it possible I can't let go? Does these dreams mean something like in the past? Will I be able to move on ever? Do I even wanna move on? What if in the back of my mind I don't wanna let go? What if this is entirely my fault? And it goes on and on like this in every minute of the day. So, yeah, I'm in "The Mood" again.

Comic Con 2010-Supernatural

Oh, I just can't get enough of these men. They are unbelievable. Jensen wants to kill some vampires properly because there are too much of them nowadays, the guy talked from the bottom of my heart.

Supernatural 1x04 Phantom Traveler

An aircraft crashes with very few survivors and in very strange circumstances. Then, the survivors who dare to fly again all begin to die one by one. Is there something finishing the job it started? Sam and Dean dare to take a flight with the surviving air hostess to find out, but will they make it back down?

Haha, Dean Winchester is afraid of flying! That's a thing I can relate to. But still I laugh so hard everytime when the plane is about to crash to the ground even my tears fall. Dean face is priceless, comes right after the terryfying cat. But I don't think that would be the most important part of the epi. The most important that the guys finally got some life sign from their daddy. Not that stupid message took them closer to John but still, it was something.

Facts:

1. Dean Winchester got a serious thing against flying.

2. Humming Metallica helps to calm down your nerves.

3. Say Christo to check if there's a demon in the person in front of you.

4. There's a touchy-feely-self-help-yoga crap what doesn't help when you're freaking out.

5. Dean looks like the Blues Brothers/seventh grader at his first dance but he's still awesome.

6. You can't rush perfection.

Songs in the episode:

-Paranoid by Black Sabbath

-Working Man by Rush

-Load Rage by Nichion Sounds Library

Supernatural 1x03 Dead In The Water

When people start to drown in mysterious circumstances, it's up to Dean and Sam to fathom out why! Is there some deep, dark secret hiding beneath the surface at the local lake? And how is the sheriff's grandson, Lucas, connected to it all? Can the brothers work it all out before the boy and his mom are put in danger?

Dead In The Water is one of my fave episode, that was the first time we could see the softer side of Dean and that really melt my heart - even if he didn't know a kid before. I loved this epi because this was the first really emotional epi, where we could see behind Dean's mask, also we could see Sam didn't know his brother as well as he thought. Plus, that jumping in the water part was one hell of a good shot.

guest star: Amy Acker

Facts:

1. Dean Winchester is a sucky artist who doesn't like hugging.

2. Sammy is a geek.

3. Zeppelin rules.

Songs in the episode:

-What a Way To Go by Black Toast Music

-Round and Round by Ratt

-Too Daze Gone by Billy Squier

-Movin' on by Bad Company

Supernatural-1x02 Wendigo

Sam and Dean go in search of missing campers, and get more than they bargained for when they encounter the cannibalistic 'Wendigo.' With time running out, and Dean being the creatures next possible meal, can Sam save the day? Or have the boys met their match?

Wendigo is one of my fave mounstairs in the show. I so loved the way it burned in the end, it was very cool. And there was the girl with her missing bro - of course Dean could relate to that. Sammy is still mourning Jessica, having nightmares what of course makes his big bro worried. This is the episode where Dean Winchester's famous speech was told "I think he wants us to pick up where he has left off, you know saving people, hunting things. The family business." What a perfect way to describe the plot of the show. Though Sammy of course wasn't too thrilled about this because he's only goal to find their dad and kill the demon who murdered their mom and his girlfriend. Honestly, who could blame him he didn't want babysit?

ps.: Cory Monteith, Glee's Finn shows up at the beginning of the episode.

Facts:

1. Dean Winchester doesn't do shorts.

2. Take M&Ms for hiking is a smart thing.

3. You just have to make Dean worry about you, then he will let you drive.

4. Dean Winchester's got the sexiest smile in the world.

Songs from the episode:

-Hot Blooded by Foreigner

-Down South Junkin' by Lynyrd Skynyrd

-Fly by Night by Rush

Supernatural-Pilot

22 years ago, two small boys witness the strange and unexplainable death of their mother. Now, with the disappearance of their father, it's time the Winchesters begin their newest hunt- a journey that will bring them together to fight the ghostly woman in white. But can they find their father?

The first episode of Supernatural :sigh: As much as I liked the first episode I didn't think it's going to be my fave show ever. I barely needed a minute to fall in love with Dean Winchester, it happened at the moment he said "Easy Tiger". It's so funny starting to watch it from the beginning. Unbelievable how much the story, the characters, the actors have improved over the years. Both of the brothers went through such a character development it's insane. It was great to see the funny Dean instead of the broken guy he became in the end. And Sam... Oh, that boy managed to stay a selfish little jerk from the start and only changed in the end but who couldn't love those puppy dog eyes, right? It's obvious from the beginning who depends on the family more.

Wow, Jared Padelecki did some huge growing. He was such a cute boy and now, now he's like a giant. And about Jensen, the older he is, the better he looks. Not that he wasn't awesome then but he's the George Clooney type, you know that kind of guy who def looks okay older, too. I'm wondering when his voice became deeper.

But about the episode. I still remember how excited I was when I first heard about Supernatural. It didn't disappoint me. The music, the one lines, the actors, the story, it's all perfect. We could learn all times' truth like give a 45 to our children when they say something is in the closet, hunting isn't a pro-ball career, mullet rock still rocks, no chick flick moments - though that's a plan lie, we all know how sensitive our boys can be - and of course, the main house rule, driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his cakehole and at last but not least that if nothing but Dean Winchester's boobs are real. Plus, never ever hurt Dean's baby because he will come for you and end you in a terrible way, which I personally totally support - whoever dare hurt a 1967 Chevrolet Impala should die in the worst way it is possible.

My fave part was when Sam drove right into the house, now that was totally badass. Of course, everybody could expect Jess would die - I kinda feel sorry about that because she seemed to be cool - otherwise how the brothers could go to hunt the darkness on the roads of the great US.

Supernatural started out as a weekly horror road movie with the greatest hits of mullet rock and two brothers looking for their father who went hunting and look where they ended up.

Songs in the episode:

-Gasoline by The Living Daylights

-What Cha Gonna Do by Classic

-Speaking in tongues by Eagles of Death Metal

-Ramblin' Man by Allman Brothers Band

-Back in Black by AC/DC

-Highway to Hell by AC/DC

-My Cheatin' Ways by Kid Gloves Music

Supernatural Summer Marathon 2010

Jobhunting seriously starts to get on my nerves, i'm on the edge of a hysterical break down after about 80-90 sent out cv and no answer from anybody. And what could be the best cure? Supernatural, of course. From today I'm going to watch 4 episodes a day, from the beginning. If anybody wants to join me, feel free :)

ps.: u can count a review for each epi

True Blood 3x05 Run, Tara, Run

Not much happened in this episode. Unfortunately, the writers don't follow the books story line, meaning Bill is still the good guy. Not that I didn't expect this, still I hoped they would kick out the sad vamp and give a chance for Mr.Northman, won't happen.

Talking of which, I can feel that infamous graphic scene of Eric is coming. I so don't wanna watch the viking god with another dude. I will totally avoid that part, wait til somebody watch it and tell me where it happens and i'll just leave it out.

Anyway, back to the episode. So, Tara, pff... Should we call her the dead bride from now on? I'm still worried about Pam's situation, it's very frustrating practically we didn't move forward in this episode. Okay, Bill is still a good guy even if he drained the hooker.

Oh, and there's Jason (officer Stackhouse) and Crystal who is nothing like in the books. That's a good thing, no need for another b*tch beside Debby.

The most interesting part - I have never thought I would say this - is Sam's family. I'm damn curious what's going on there. Something is off with the old man for sure.

Almost forgot, Lafayette got an admirer, not even a bad one. I like the guy since the first time I saw him in Shark. I envy the ones who does the casting for TB.

True Blood 3x04 9 crimes

I would say I loved this episode even if I didn't because 9 crimes is one of my fave song lately so how I could say anything bad knowing that, right? We saw Alcid without a shirt, another reason not to be bitch. The greatest things in TB are the (half)naked men they show in every episodes, they're good for the eyes, so it's all about health in the end.

I could hit Bill when he called Sookie. I know he only pretends, still I can't stand him. And it was awful how he took that girl in the end.

Mr. Northman having hot dreams about Sookie reminds me of me having hot dreams about him. It was kinda cute. I wouldn't mind him flying into my room.

I wouldn't even waste the space for Tara but it was too funny she sat on the toilet, tied there to not talk about it. That guy has serious issues, loved the flowers in the end.

I hope nothing happens with Pam. My heart missed a beat when I saw her tied up. She's one of my fave characters, surely they can't kill her, take Tara, I wouldn't mind that. Not to mention, I would hate seeing Mr. Northman hurt and we all know it wouldn't be pleasent for him if something happened to Pam.

That was some crazy sh*t with the werevolves. Debby is a trash, just like in the books. V junkie wolves. Who heard anything like that? The world is turning upside down.

ps.: Josi, Mr. Northman maybe close enough, but nobody beats Dean Winchester.

Damien Rice 9 Crimes

True Blood version:



Original:

True Blood 3x03-Now that was hardcore

Well, I didn't write a review for the last 3 episodes of TB what is a real shame. Here it is now. Let's rebel and start with the end because I got shocked at that part. I sat there totally comfy, daydreaming about Mr. Northman and the new wolf guy when Bill out of the blue not even f*cked Lorena but he seriously, broke her neck and... I've seen some nasty things in TB before but this one beats everything.
Sookie shot Eric! Stupid girl, Mr. Northman told not to shoot! Poor guy. But there's something dangerously hot with Mr. Northman going all violent on that disgusting werewolf.
Talking about hotness, Alcid guy needed only a second to win my heart, not that he hasn't owned it before. Good news he will be regular for season 4, too.
Lorena, it wasn't imagination but still the b*tch is alive or whatever the exact verb for a vampire existence. Bruahaha, poor Bill had such a hard life, booooring. Okay, I did feel sorry for him after what happened with his family but that isn't a reason to be such a miserable creature for decades and hurting the woman he loves.
Tara still gets on my nerves, I seriously wish they killed her or just made her disappear forever.
I don't really care about Arlene but I feel bad for poor Terry, he's so weird it's even cute.
Haha, Sam's situation is the perfect example for be carefuly what you wish. Seems like now he found his long lost family he won't get rid of them.

Beastly-Alex Flinn

I am a beast. A beast. Not quite wolf or bear, gorilla or dog, but a horrible new creature who walks upright – a creature with fangs and claws and hair springing from every pore. I am a monster. You think I’m talking fairy tales? No way. The place is New York City. The time is now. It’s no deformity, no disease. And I’ll stay this way forever – ruined – unless I can break the spell. Yes, the spell, the one the witch in my English class cast on me. Why did she turn me into a beast who hides by day and prowls by night? I’ll tell you. I’ll tell you how I used to be Kyle Kingsbury, the guy you wished you were, with money, perfect looks, and a perfect life. And then, I’ll tell you how I became perfectly beastly.

Beastly is a well written book. The only problem I didn't feel like it was enough. I missed the passion from it. It started out awesome. Kyle was the "prince" in the school, every girls dream, the rich guy whose parents didn't give a shit he lived or died. He got anything he wanted with his (his Dad's) money and beauty. Of course, underneath there's a guy who is totally insecure and hiding from the whole world, pretending to be a jerk. It was a very promising story line. But somehow in the end it became boring, sometimes even dumb. Like with the part when Kyle decides he isn't Kyle anymore, he is Adrian because Kyle "died". Seriously? Than there's this whole chatroom thing what first seem to be a great idea but only until I read there's Ariel and the Frog Prince because then I thought it was ridiculous. For me Kyle changing into a good guy somehow happened way too fast. I expected more sulking in his room and hating the world part because really, a guy who could have anything he wanted it must be shocking to transform into a monster. There isn't anything I could say about Lindy, she's just an average girl - okay, with a messed up background but still there isn't anything interesting in her. Not to mention the dumb excuse why she couldn't find her way back to the house. But I loved Kendra because she was pretty cool and Will who was the only fun part in story with Kendra, I'm kinda sad they didn't get more words.

I think this is going to be a book I won't mind being made into a movie. I think it will be awesome, better than the book. Alex Pettyfer's got this "I-hate-the-world" face so I think he's perfect for the role and there's Neil Patrick Harris, too. If the man take the role than the movie will rock. I seriously think he can't fail.

Giovanni-Sophia video

I made a new vid with Sophia and Giovanni a few days ago, but always forgot to put it here. So, here it is now. And, yeah, you are right, I'm addicted of Eminem's new album.

Leaving Paradise-Simone Elkeles

Nothing has been the same since Caleb Becker left a party drunk, got behind the wheel, and hit Maggie Armstrong. Even after months of painful physical therapy, Maggie walks with a limp. Her social life is nil and a scholarship to study abroad—her chance to escape everyone and their pitying stares — has been canceled. After a year in juvenile jail, Caleb’s free . . . if freedom means endless nagging from a transition coach and the prying eyes of the entire town. Coming home should feel good, but his family and ex-girlfriend seem like strangers. Caleb and Maggie are outsiders, pigeon-holed as "criminal" and "freak." Then the truth emerges about what really happened the night of the accident and, once again, everything changes. It’s a bleak and tortuous journey for Caleb and Maggie, yet they end up finding comfort and strength from a surprising source: each other.

I love this book even more than Perfect Chemistry. The best thing in the works of Simone Elkeles that we got a chance to see both sides of the coin, boy and girl. I love Caleb and Maggie even more than Britanny and Alex. I love the way how we can read page by page they realizing they couldn't count on anyone but each other. This is really an amazing story about trust, hurt, how one event can change not only one or two lives but whole families etc. You know, that's a funny thing how it's true sometimes the last person you think could help you is the one who saves you in the end. And yes, I cried again because I don't know when did that happen but I became a cry baby and cry over every damn thing. I just can't wait to read the next book, too bad it'll be published only in September :(

Perfect Chemistry-Simone Elkeles

When Brittany Ellis walks into chemistry class on the first day of senior year, she has no clue that her carefully created “perfect” life is about to unravel before her eyes. She’s forced to be lab partners with Alex Fuentes, a gang member from the other side of town, and he is about to threaten everything she's worked so hard for—her flawless reputation, her relationship with her boyfriend, and the secret that her home life is anything but perfect. Alex is a bad boy and he knows it. So when he makes a bet with his friends to lure Brittany into his life, he thinks nothing of it. But soon Alex realizes Brittany is a real person with real problems, and suddenly the bet he made in arrogance turns into something much more. In a passionate story about looking beneath the surface, Simone Elkeles breaks through the stereotypes and barriers that threaten to keep Brittany and Alex apart.

Having a little break from job and myth hunting I read a book, Perfect Chemistry by Simone Elkeles. I have mixed feelings about it. I loved how for the outside two so different people is the exact same underneath and i can't stay away from love-hate stories - my sore point. It's a beautifully written story but I'm not really okay with the ending what is way too pink for me - the disadvantage of reading young adult books. I really liked the characters, though there were some parts -mostly around the end - when our heroin wasn't my fave even if I understood her motives. I mean, trying to save her love is a very novel thought but she couldn't see the consecvencies of her actions - not that it's her fault she doesn't know anything about the rules of the southside. Anyway, it is a great book and I'm going crazy not finding the sequel anywhere. If anybody knows a site I could download the Rules of Attraction don't hesitate send me the link, please!

The Runaways

I watched the Runaways movie and decided to dedicate a post to it because it was soooo badass. Dakota Fanning and Kristen Stewart were awesome. Of course there are some parts where Kristen seem to forget she isn't play herself and coming with the face I only call "oh-yep-the-kristen-face" and Dakota Fanning voice isn't as low as Cherrie Currie's but talking about these is really just finding faults when the movie was perfectly put together, the music was fantastic - it would be hard to make that bad - and the actors were totally fine. I was so happy when I first heard they would make a movie about the band because I always wanted to know more about them. They were the first all-girl rock band after all. That's huge! So everybody, go and watch the movie and buy a vinyl.

Lights in the darkness

I've got fantastic news. Maybe I'd better said good news and they will be fantastic as soon as something happens other than talking. It seems like I will find a job. And not just any job. There are more things going on now.

One, there's a chance I can work in a !!!film studio!!! How awesome would be that? Like OMG! My Dad talked to one of his friends who works in a film studio and he said they shoot a movie now for 3 more days and after they finished they start a new one soon and he would ask if they got anything I could do. My moral code used to was against any kind of help but then I grew up and realized there is not a chance I could find a job without using friends so here I am. And come on! A job in a film studio? They are there at every freaking movie what's being made in Hungary! How could I say no to something like that, right?

Two, also one of my Dad's friend said he would ask if I could get a job at the Consulate. I've got no idea, which one. I guess maybe Egypt. He said I could be a secretary or something like that and no worries they didn't really do anything. The work time is from 8am to 2:30pm and about the salary... Let's just say they pay enough that only the thought makes me light headed.

Three, there are some other promising job offer I sent my cv to but I don't have high hopes about those. And other things like receptionist in a hotel. That would be cool, too - being around people and everything.

Finally, I watched Eclipse yesterday and it wasn't that bad. Def better than New Moon. Though I still miss the sparkles (not from the vampires lol). There is no chemistry between the actors or maybe there would be but I've got a feeling they hold it back because of the great amounts of kids who watch these movies. But it was fine, not to mention Taylor Lautner keep getting more and more beautiful - thanks God no wig and shirts for him. I also watched Crazy Heart - Jeff Bridges got the Oscar for it - and I'm sad to say it but it was only okay. Maybe I wasn't in the mood for it or I dunno. It was a good movie, Jeff Bridges got a thrilling voice, I adore Maggie Gylenhal but still something was missing. Maybe my expectations are too high against these kind of movies but I waited for something like Ray or Walk The Line only with country music but that wasn't what I got. But Vampires Suck - the Twilight parody - was awesome. I laughed over the whole movie and let me say the guy who played Edward was better than Pattinson. Now I'm off to watch the Runaways and after it maybe write something for my fanfics :)

Origins-Plot

I realized I've never told how this whole story of mine came into my mind. It all started with Eve and Adam. Okay, just kidding. So it's been a pretty long time since I started to think about this story and I'm not done yet. I still don't know every part of it. I'm happy finally I know the plot more or less.

I think I mentioned before ideas keep popping up in my mind and I can't control them. That's when trouble starts. Because my imagination runs wild more time than I want it to and it's damn hard to decide which plot would be the best to write. But then I found the key! I realized I have to pull it all together! I'm a genious, aren't I? So that's how it happened that a vampire army who takes over the whole world became an army of fallen angels, the half vampire/half human girl raised by her grandpa became a nephilim raised by nuns, and instead of being an innocent-harmless little thing, she's a fighter. And there's the love line what also changed because my first idea was to have a vampire guy but then he became a nephilim too, and I have a very cruel story line for him. Also, I decided I don't want him to be the perfect -ohillbealwaysthere4u- type. No, he will make big mistakes, he won't be always there when he's needed.

I forgot to say, I changed my hero name to Giovanni because I wanted a name that means something (Giorgio means farmer but really, I wanted a little more. Not that I've got any kind of prob with farmers - they at least do something not like me). The meaning of the name is 'Mercy of God' what I think is very fit to my hero, not that he will have mercy for anybody.

I read a whole book about nephilims and finally I found my big evil, the rapheims. Obviously, I'm going to change the mythology but I will use a lot of things that I found about these things. Like there's going to be a very difficult kinda political thing, based on angelic hierarchy. That's a very complicated subject but I also find it very interesting so I work hard to somehow put it together. Also, I'd like to get know more about this subject because the more I know the better it is.

I started looking for a job, already sent my cv for tones of places, not that I think they would even call me back but at least I try. 87% of people who finished university don't find a job in 1 year, not that's just so promising. Anyway, I started learning Spanish again, so I do something useful until I find a job and this time I'll try not to stop and getting distracted by everything else.

This is why he's hot

I can't help it, I have to share this. I just found a video with Sean Faris and I'm practically hyperventillating, like seriously, there's no words for this... It should be illegal to be so hot.

Sean Faris from Tyler Shields on Vimeo.

Introducing Sophia and Giorgio

Like I said I'm working on my book - at least I hope some day it will be a book - and because I'm very visualized type I made a video about my hero, Giorgio - yup, I know I use the name in one of my fanfictions but I can't help it, I love the ring of it - and heroin, Sophia - her name is actually Zsófi but Giorgio keeps calling her Sophia because he's Italian, my damn hot Italian gladiator. Anyway, the story is about Sophia who is an orphan, nuns raised her. She's a rebel, keeps getting in trouble. One night on her way home two men attack her but they aren't just some random crazy people, they are soultakers/damned and that's when Giorgio first appears. Giorgio happens to be a nephilim and he realizes Sophia is also a nephilim and he practically kidnaps her, taking her to a place where nephilims are being trained.

Like I mentioned, Sophia is very complicated. She's hot headed, passionable, always saying what she thinks, hit before ask and taking her away from her life, friends, boyfriend doesn't make easier to deal with her. Giorgio on the other hand is always in control, never let anybody in, living for the fight. But they got one thing in common, they are both scared to get hurt. That's one of the reasons it's so hard to write them, because they are so different and still the same. Plus, there's this whole huge family secrets thing what also doesn't help their case.

So here's the video before I forgot:

Why I don't keep a journal

Long time no update, that would be a reason why I don't keep a journal. I tried, started it then always got something more important to do - like watching The Vampire Diaries for almost one breath, the World Cup, movies, writing, reading.

Anyway, I finished university!!! I was sick of nervousness for nothing. Seriously, the final exam was a big joke. I mean, I can be honest, I didn't say a word about one of the exam questions - we got three - and still, it didn't matter. The teachers were totally and absoulutely adorable, they tried to help and when they realized not even God himself could help me they just smiled and said "okay, let's move on". So after all the worst part about the whole exam thing was the waiting - I had to wait !6! hours before I could finally went in - and of course, there was the "oh my God, I'm going to fail" thing but in the end I had to realize they weren't really serious about this.

I gave myself one week before I start the huge job hunting. Finding a job nowadays is like a mission impossible. I didn't try for a few month but I barely believe it got any better. So Monday I'm going to look for a job what actually pays. How fun it will be.

Watching The Vampire Diaries - Ian Somerhalder is such a badass - reminded me of the amazing Sean Faris, so I watched Never Back Down, too. That movie is still freaking awesome, beautiful men, great music, fantastic fights, what else a girl like me could ask for? Also, I watched the Losers - yes, Jeffrey Dean Morgan is also my sore point - and that was kind of a disappointment. When I watched the trailer for the movie I thought, it was going to be a damn funny action comedy but somehow the comedy part just didn't work for me. If I'm right - and I'm always right - I laughed about once or twice, now that sounds as a great comedy, doesn't it?

I let the big news for last. I started to write my book! Isn't it amazing? I'm so into it, I wake and sleep with that. Unfortunately, that takes my time away from my fanfictions. Not to mention my whole brain is full of that story and the characters but I'll try my best and finish all of my stories. It's just kinda hard to keep it all together. I search for the mythology for my story, there are lots of characters and then I should find some place in my head for certain football players, damphyrs etc. I'm glad nobody can look into my mind because there's a way too big chaos in their.

I guess that's it for now. Oh, I almost forgot: GOOOOOO ORANJE!!!!!!!!

True Blood 3x02-German has never been so hot

Anybody who knows me also knows I don't have a good relationship with the German language. I realized it's true right until Mr. Northman talks in German because even that sounds hot from him, like 'I'm going to swoon' hot. But let's talk about the episode. I enjoyed it more than the first one (though I admit I missed the nakedness of the viking, who wouldn't?).

I'm wondering what are the true intentions of the King of Mississipi with Bill. Surely, he doesn't only want Bill to make the sheriff of Area 2. Probably, he thinks Bill knows something about the Queen he could use against her. I guess the King wants to know why exactly Bill was sent to Bontemps. And there comes the mysterious guy who showed up at Merlotte's, "defending" Tara's honor, who also happened to be the owner of the awesome boots in Bill's house and who I might add stole Jessica's victim from the hole. So I assume this guy is working for the King, trying to investigate what Bill is doing in Bontemps.


Talking about Tara. I hoped after Lafayette dragged her to his nuts mom she would get a grip but I got a feeling this mysterious bad guy will push her to the edge again. Too bad we have to watch her suffer again.


I'm very curious who Jason saw in Hotshot. Is Hotshot a community of weres like in the books? It would be quite fun to watch Jason becoming a werepanther. But there were no mysterious girl in the books so I'm just guessing here.


Jessica and Hoyt are so sweet. I hope they will make it back together because really, even if Jessica killed that guy they are the most normal couple in this crazy universe.


Sam's family seems to be quite a mess. I have a feeling his brother was right when he said Sam was lucky he was adopted. Talking of which, did his little bro tried to kill Sam? Because I got a feeling it wasn't an accident that truck almost hit Sam. What's his problem? Is he afraid Sam will take his parents away or what? Because seriously, I don't see where this hate comes from against Sam. It isn't like the boy got anything to protect/lose.




But let's get to my fave vampire ever, Mr. Northman. Oh, Eric... I love when he shows his human side. It's always fun to see a man like him being emberassed. I don't see how Sookie is able to resist him. But is it just me or Sook started to melt by him? No wonder, there's no woman in the world who could say no to him for long. If he asked me to invite him in, I would say "Come in, Mr. Northman and don't ever leave."


Oh, and there was Godric! I almost forgot about him. I'm so happy he showed up in the flashback and I hope there will be more of him. Also, this flashback explained why Eric is so against any kind of emotion: vampires don't ever let their feelings dominate said by Godric.

Those cliffhangers in the end makes me want to see the next episode right now. I don't know why but I've got a feeling Bill didn't actually set Lorena on fire. But that's not what I most eager to see. I can't wait to watch Eric against the wolf, it'll be messy, hehe.

Twilight trailers/teasers

Am I the only one who feels like I already saw the whole movie? Summit does it again, give away every part of the movie long before the premier. Not that it would hold back the fans from the theaters. Anyway, here are (hopefully) every teaser/trailer etc. that they gave away so far.

"Ravine Chase":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4aYxggjGGs

"What Did You Do To Me":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0OnhBAzdYE

"She Has The Right To Know":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXSZtZekGgo

"It's Someone We Know":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZY1Ztf162Aw

"Bella Visits The Wolfpack":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J7gxOFXRX5s

"Rosalie's Advice To Bella":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=izWyQMGD1Z4

"Edward Threatens Jacob":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kd9zKDcuqkY

"Bedroom" scene:



"Legend" TV spot:


"New Born Vampire Army" featurette:


"Protect You" TV spot:


"Epic" TV spot:


"Something New" TV spot:


"Missing" TV spot:


"Introducing Bree Tanner" Featurette:


"The Volturi Decide"


"Doesn't He Own A Shirt?":


Final Theatrical Trailer:

News block

I take a little time out from studying because I'm about to lose my mind. I used my time out to watch True Blood (review soon), plus I decided to share some news with you.

Aimee Teegarden (Friday Night Lights) will be in the Disney's next High School Musical clone film, the Prom. I'm not going to say I was happy about this because it kinda makes me angry, talented people like Aimee have to play in movie's like this. Because I don't wanna hurt anybody's feelings but I always have a feeling Disney movies/series are made to make kids dumb. But it's a job and probably it will hit so I understand why young actors/actresses accept these kind of roles.

What a surprise, True Blood is already renewed for season 4. Seeing TB is the most popular series of HBO, it really isn't that shocking, right?

Margin Call will be a movie about 8 people at a prominent investment bank through the last 24 hours of the Wall Street before the financial crisis. I like this type of movies, not to mention the cast is quite impressive: Kevin Spacey, Demi Moore, Paul Bettany, Zachary Quinto, Stanley Tucci, Simon Baker, Penn Badgley

They say it again, I hope this time it's true: Jensen Ackles will direct the third episode of the upcoming season. They said it last time, they also said Jensen would direct the 100th episode, it didn't happen. I want this to happen because I'm very curious if he's talented in directing, too.

I guess that's it for now. I'll be back with the True Blood review soon.

Teasers

Since I know I won't have time to write at least for 2 weeks, I decided to give you teasers for all of my stories. I hope you like it.

HARDEST OF HEARTS-LIKE PARENTS LIKE CHILDREN
PART 1-LIKE FATHER LIKE SON

"Guardian Belikov was our father. I don’t know how I feel about it. I need time to think. This man hurt my Mom so deeply I can’t even imagine it. In all my life I hated my Father for what he did to my Mom."

"I opened the door and there he stood, my Father. I stared at him, not knowing what to say other than go to hell and never look back.
'Is your mom here?'
'No. But if she were here, she wouldn't want to talk to you. Neither of us have anything to tell you.'"

PART 2-LIKE MOTHER LIKE DAUGHTER

"It felt so incredibly calming being in James' arms, listening to his heartbeat. Nobody has this effect on me, only him. I know he has feelings for me too, I can see it in his eyes.
'Guardian Bradley, what do you think you are doing?' The Russian accent was stronger than ever as he talked. James immediately let go of me and I felt my anger growing again.
'It's none of your business, Guardian Belikov,' I hissed.
'I didn't ask you, young lady. I will deal with you later. I don't think your mother would be happy if she knew what you're doing.'
'Why do you mind what I'm doing? Not everybody is like you, Guardian Belikov. James is a good man. Not everybody leaves behind a pregnant woman. There are people who takes responsibility for their actions.'
'Go home, Sonja.'
'You don't tell me what to do. You are not my father!'"

KISS WITH A FIST-ANGER VS. CONTROL

"I kept hitting the dummie with all of my strength, all of my frustration, anger landing on it. Giorgio said commands every now and then, giving me instructions where to hit or kick.
'You can't teach her to fight this way.' I heard Dimitri's voice from the door.
'Really? And why is that?' Giorgio raised an eyebrow irritated.
'You have to fight with clear mind.'
'Do you really believe that? Because I think anger only makes you stronger.'
'Maybe. Still, you have to think straight. If anger clouds your mind, you'll get killed.'
'Let's see about it. Bring it on, Belikov.'
Oh.My.God. They are going to fight! This will be like clash of the titans, only better."

FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS-UNTITLED

"Jules, listen..." he was cut off by his mobile ringing. He talked a few words, grabbed my arm and started to pull me with him.
"Tim, what are you doing?" I asked, irritated. After what happened he couldn't just come here to drag me away without even saying sorry or something.
"Mindy is in the hospital, it started."

WHAT ABOUT NOW?-SMART IN A STUPID WAY

"Are you asking me out, Timmy?"
"Depends."
"On what?"
"Do you say yes?"
"Maybe."

"I'm sorry to bring bad news Miss Sawyer."
"Doc, whatever it is, just tell me."
"It seems like that time when you were beat up you got some permanent damage in your body. You can't have your own child."
My world was crushed. I didn't know what to say. I only sat there, feeling my eyes filling with tears. This couldn't happen with me.

NEWS-Eyecandy overwhelming

Aha, aha, aha. Ha! Whatever this movie, Battleship will be I am soooo going to watch it. My fave Canadian, Taylor Kitsch and my fave Swede, Alexander Skarsgard will be in the same film! I bet they will win the hottest on screen brothers ever. The movie is based on some lame game, not that I care about the story line with those two on the screen.

Also, the rumors says Lauren Graham will be in the Scream 4. What a shame she had to be in a shitty movie like that. Will anybody even watch that?

Grandpa Winchester to become regular?

I heard some interesting news about Supernatural. Remember Samuel Winchester? No, not the giant with the puppy dog eyes, I'm talking about his grandpa who was played by Mitch Pileggi - who I happen to really like. There are rumours he's about to become regular in the next season. This makes me wonder again where Supernatural is heading now that the father of the series, the amazing Eric Kripke left us. We all know grandpa Winchester was killed by Azazel long before the boys were born. So how could he be regular? Will he be a ghost? Or will he come back alive in some mysterious way like Sammy did? I hope it doesn't mean Sam and Dean will keep travel back in time because that wouldn't be pleasant at all. But of course I would watch Jensen Ackles sitting on a chair silently, or playing some crazy cannibal, it really doesn't matter until I see him :LOL:

Busy Day

This was a busy day and I'm tired as hell because I ran through half of the city. But I'm still going to stay awake because today is the day of the NBA's final of finals and I wouldn't miss it for anything.

I'm pretty happy about Mexico beat France with 2 goals. However on the other hand I feel sorry for those poor players in the France team because all of this is domenech's fault. Seriously, that man is an arrogant jerk. I think that one moment when the camera showed Henry and Cisse talking on the sideline with weird faces told everything. I can only hope after this nasty failure they will get rid of that idiot (domenech).

I missed the second part of the Argentin game but I am incredibly glad about the result, especially that Higuain kicked 3 goals and messi still didn't do anything-MUHAHA, let's hope it will stay that way. Higuain is one of those players who aren't being appreciated the way they should be. Plus, I hate messi. I just can't stand that man.

But back to my busy day. So I had my last exam (before the huge final) today, Press-History. Now this is a funny story. The truth is I didn't learn a word for it. I only read it once and a half (yeah, a half on the bus). First I went to a wrong class and waited for the teacher to arrive about 10 minutes. I would have waited more but I was in a hurry so I went on a mission to find her. She happened to be in the next class, God knows why. Maybe she liked the atmosphere of that one more, not that there was any kind of differention between the two rooms. Anyway she announced that this would be an oral test and I was like: "Awesome. I don't know anything. Let's do it!" Of course I didn't say it to her. And if that wouldn't be enough she gave me dualism. You have to know that's the only part of history I've never ever known. I don't know how but I just can't keep it in mind. So I sat down and pretend to think. Lucky me, I can talk about nothing for hours. That's how it could have happened I only know 3 sentence but in the end she thought I studied for the exam and I only got 4 and not 5 because she asked something I couldn't answer. But I don't care about the mark. It was my LAST exam before the gigantic final. I'm about to finish university! Yippppeeee!

I mentioned I was in a hurry. That was because my elementary school form master retires and I was asked to be there at her goodbye-party. After I successfuly passed my exam I literally ran through half of the city to get there in time. I felt like Superwoman :)
Call me sentimental but I love going back to my old school. Not to mention to 7th district. I lived the first 18 years of my life there. I still call it home. I know lots of people think the city and it's noises, the smog are disgusting and barely bearable but I couldn't live without those. I still haven't got used to the garden city life. And now I got distracted again. Back to the party. It was pretty nice, students sang and dance then finally I could give my flower to her. She was so happy to see me and surprised I was there. I really liked her and I was lucky to have her as my teacher for 4 years. I still remember her face when my classmate asked her on our last camp if we were allowed to smoke. Let me say, she was speechless :LOL:
I was so lucky that I could sit next to that chick who hates me. She's a teacher, too. She hates me because when my ex was going out with her sister he talked about me all the time. I didn't know about it until she mentioned it at one of our classes with a bitchy tone. Of course, I didn't need more because nobody talks to me that way, not even a teacher and our conversation ended with her being crashed. Anyway, you won't believe what her first question was: "How is he?" Seriously? How pathetic she still holds the grudge against me. It happened years before. Get a life!
I also met my high school form master. I was a little afraid how she would react to me. Last summer her husband died in cancer but I came to know about it too late so I couldn't make it to the funeral. We were very close and I was really ashamed of myself that I couldn't even sent her a letter because I lost her address. But it all worked out well. She is absoulutely not mad at me. Actually, she was so happy to see me she almost started to cry.
I also got some sad news. One of my old friend's mom died last week. Though I didn't see her in a few years it still hurts. I knew her since I was 6 and she was such a nice lady. She had some serious diseases ever since I knew her but last time we met she looked so fine, she even started to work so I was pretty shocked when my friend told me what happened.
How is that there isn't at least one day when I don't get any bad news? Because this could have been the perfect day but now it ended with me going to a funeral.

Kiss With A Fist- Meet Giorgio

Kiss With A Fist is one of my Vampire Academy fanfictions. Honestly, I really don't know where I am heading with this. I've got different feedbacks. Someone wants Dimitri and Rose back together - when I started the story I was way sure they would end up in each other's arms, now not that sure - and others wants Rose fall in love with Giorgio. But who is Giorgio? Is he really a threat to Dimitri? Well, I decided I would give you some info about him what I'm not sure I will share in the story itself.

Those of you who read chapter 3 already know, Giorgio is Alberta's nephew. His mother died when he was 17 years old, he's got no family left other than his aunt. He's 24. It's been 2 years since he left the world of Moroi's. You might wonder what he was doing in that 2 years. Giorgio lived absoulutely average life. Average as a human. No Strigoi. No Damphir. No Moroi. Nothing from the dark. Though he couldn't cut every stringe with his old life. He heard news here and there all the time, that's how he knew about Rose.

Giorgio spent his novice years at the best European Academy, Saint Athena. He was the best of the bests. When Giorgio graduated he was chosen by an Italian moroi family to protect their youngest child, Alessandro. Giorgio was the guardian of the little boy for 2 years when he was reassigned to royal Anja Tereshkova.

He was always very professional and lived for his job. It was until he first met Anja who stole his heart at the very moment he saw her. Giorgio tried to fight his feelings but it was the hardest test he ever had to deal in his life. It also didn't make it easy that Anja had feelings for him, too. It wasn't too long after their first meeting when they started a secret relationship. Anja was a Royal and her parents would never allow the two of them be together.

When Anja's parents found out about Giorgio and Anja they announced immediately they found the perfect match for their daughter. Giorgio figured they didn't have any other option than leave. Everything was settled but the day when they would have run away Anja told Giorgio it was stupid and reckless to think they could have left behind everything and they both knew from the start it would have never worked for them. Giorgio was crushed. He stayed for the wedding, hoping Anja would change her mind but she never did. After it Giorgio was sent back to Italy. He was very low and got a hard time to deal with the loss of his love.

It took a few months to him to realize he didn't want that kind of life anymore. He didn't want to give his life for people who wouldn't do the same for him, who only used him. Once he realized all of this the decision was easy to made: He started a new life far away from all these selfish creatures.

Before I forget, Giorgio also has a thrilling voice, deep and he can sing, too. I know I make everyone sing but I think music is a fantastic way to communicate our feelings.

I hope you enjoyed this little thing about Giorgio. Feel free to tell me who do you want Rose end up with. Oh, and I almost forgot again. The story was inspired by the song with the same title by Florence+The Machine. Check it out, awesome song ;)

True Blood Season 3 Premier-"Holy ass!"

This wasn't the best season premier I've seen in my life - I guess it was Supernatural's season 4 premier, Lazarus Rising - because I missed something. I don't know what it was but I missed it. But on the other hand what can be possibly better than start a season with a naked viking vampire? I know: Nothing. I drooled over my laptop when I saw Eric. That man is a god, no question about it. When Sookie asked if he was doing 'that' for the last 6 hours I bursted out laughing. It was hilarious.

I love Sophie-Ann. She's so classy, plus I envy her hair. - I've got this weird addiction with red hair but still haven't got the guts to dye my hair. - When she pushed Eric against the wall... Wow, now that was something. I hope - SPOILER FOR THE BOOKS - she won't die like in the books. - SPOILER END - Her character holds so much possiblities. And Eric needs someone who scares him. I know, I'm evil.

Tara is a pain as usual. Seriously, she's the most annoying character in the whole series. Attacking Sookie?! Excuse me, but SHE was the one who woke the crazy bitch up who made her boyfriend cut out poor women's heart. Then crying in mommy's lap and trying to kill herself? Get a grip for God'sake.

Haha, poor Jason, he's got some serious problems south.

Pam, oh my other fave. She was a sweetheart as always. "Maybe I smile too much." She can make the blood freeze in me. I love her even if she wore pink. I totally agree with her about Sook's house. It looks awesome with all the trees inside.

I absoulutely freaked out at the Bill-Sam scene. I was like what the hell?! I realized it's all because they changed blood but still, I so don't want that two men making out. Actually, I don't want any men to make out with each other, or women with each other. About Bill. What about him? I've got no clue, nor do I care.

Jessica is such a lame vampire it makes me laugh hard. She's really cute with that poor man she managed to kill. And there's Lafayette, poor man, Pam scared the shit outta him. I hope he can sell the 'v' in time, otherwise Eric will be very pissed. Hmm, maybe I don't want him to succees after all.

I'm thrilled about the werevolves appereance. Twilight could learn how to make a descent wolf to scene.

Anyway, it was a good episode. Nothing to complain about. This was just a warm up for the pure awesomeness.

YESterday

Since yesterday was such an awesome day in more than one way I decided to share it with the world. First, my thesis got accepted!!!! I was jumping up and down, rolling around like some crazy chik because honestly, I was scared to death. My stupid consultent - that old bastard! - dared tell me I could be happy if they accepted it. And you know what I got? 4! Only 3 points was needed to 5. If you don't know how it works in Hungary, I tell you 5 is the best mark you can get. Whatever, the point is it got accepted, which means I can go to the final exam. Joy. Okay, I can't go yet because 1- it's on 1st of July (what a shame, it means I will miss the midnight premier of Eclipse), 2- I still have one more exam to do. Yes, thankfuly only one because yesterday I managed to pass my protocol exam what I'm very proud about. Only press-history left, which will be next week and they say it's damn hard. But worry about it when I get there.

Yesterday was also a day of emberassment. Why? Because of my "friend" - I don't like to call her my friend since we aren't that close - even if she thinks we are - but I can't call her my buddy because that would be hilarious. Anyway it all started when we met Michel - a very nice French guy who attend to the university with us, in 3 years it was the first time I talked to him but I like him - and we talked about our thesis. He talked about why he got bad mark for his - what was very interesting - when Niki decided to cut him off and ramble about her own. Poor guy didn't even know what happened, he looked at her and asked what she was talking about. I sent him a sympathetic smile, just to let him know I'm not such a jerk as my "friend".
And my torture didn't end there. After the exam we stayed in the class, waiting for the teacher to check out our papers. First Niki started to ramble about why she had to go to the ladies room - because she's got problems with her kidney, blabla (It's pretty weird, she barely says her name before she states her kidney was transplated. I feel for her, really but you just don't run around the world, talking about your health problems) - that poor teacher tried to stop her but of course she didn't realize it. And then came the worse. She asked the teacher if her Louise Vutton bag was real! I thought I would sink into the ground and wouldn't even stop until I got to China. Is she really that dumb? I mean, come on, who the hell ask something like that from a teacher??? The funniest part it was our !protocol! teacher. Niki managed to broke more than one huge rules in only 10 minutes. Now it's funny, but it was oh-so-emberassing. Yyou know bird about its feather man about his/her friend.

Plus, she wants me to meet her boyfriend (again). Now I don't want that and I stated it more than one time. Why not? Because I don't like him. He (occasionally-my *ss) uses drugs - what would be enough for me to dislike him since I hate drugs from the gut - plus I really don't like the way he treats Niki. So I had to tell her again, no thanks, I'm not interested in your boyfriend even if he likes football.

So in the end it was mostly a great day even if I felt humilated more than one time and I missed the opening match of the WC, it was the first time in my life but it worth it.

Hey there

Hi Everybody,

My name is Szandra (stupid Hungarian laws didn't let my parents call me Sandra) and at the moment there isn't anything interesting happening with me. So now you might ask what the f*ck will she blog about? Actually, that's a great question, cause I've got no clue, either. Anyway, I can write about nothing through a whole tones of pages and hopefully none will get bored. Before I forget, English isn't my first language so please don't get a hard on me about grammar and stuff like that.

Basically, I'm a student who is ready to get her first (and I suppose last) degree. I wanted to be a journalist since I was about 10 but then I awakened and realized I won't get a job!!! I have to tell you that was one hell of a realization. I mourned my non-existence career for months. Now you must be wondering what she's going to do with her damn degree. Well, you aren't the only one. But you know what they say: after bad comes... the even worse. Okay, they do not say it but I do.

I talk a lot and pretty fast, I've got quite a temper. Also, I've got such a huge fantasy sometimes it's hard to follow myself. Ideas just pop up in my head and I have to write them down. Ooops, I forgot to mention I write. I do. Nowadays mostly fanfictions but I also work on my original story. It's still not clear for me where I am going with that but I promise I will keep you updated with it.

When I start to read a book I don't stop 'til I finished it. I read the Twilight books in 4 days, the same with Vampire Academy. It doesn't really matter for me how long the book is. I even read out the books I don't like because I always hope it will get better in the end but honestly, it never does. Nowadays I read only young adult books because I'm not capable of reading something more serious. So what? Sue me.

I also like every kind of music, except trance/dance and sh*t like those because seriously, I feel like I'll get a heart attack literally everytime I have to listen something like that for more than 5 minutes. I can't even imagine how anybody can listen it without losing their sanity.

And of course, there is sport. I do not sport because I'm a lazy b*tch but I LOVE watching any kind of sport. Football (no, not the American, the real one where they actually !KICK! the ball /there's a good reason it's called !foot!-ball/) is my addiction. My fave teams are Real Madrid - Hala Madrid - and Manchester United because I'm a little devil myself. And the Portugal national team. No, not because of Cristiano Ronaldo, though I admit I love the man since I was about... well very young. And I do not like him because he's oh-so-sexy, he isn't my type. Box is also on my list, I get up 3 in the morning just to watch a good fight. Though it makes me sad heavy weight doesn't have real characters nowadays. I love technical sports, MotoGp, Forma-1. My faves are Rossi - poor bb, broke his leg :'( - Lorenzo and Kubica.

Oh, and movies and series of course. I'm like a movie encyclopedy. I don't even try to list my fave movies because there are way too much. My fave series ever is Supernatural (Jensen Ackles is a GOD), Gilmore Girls, Buffy and Friday Night Lights.

Okay, I stop now because I gotta go and I don't want anybody to die because I bored them to death.