Why I don't keep a journal

Long time no update, that would be a reason why I don't keep a journal. I tried, started it then always got something more important to do - like watching The Vampire Diaries for almost one breath, the World Cup, movies, writing, reading.

Anyway, I finished university!!! I was sick of nervousness for nothing. Seriously, the final exam was a big joke. I mean, I can be honest, I didn't say a word about one of the exam questions - we got three - and still, it didn't matter. The teachers were totally and absoulutely adorable, they tried to help and when they realized not even God himself could help me they just smiled and said "okay, let's move on". So after all the worst part about the whole exam thing was the waiting - I had to wait !6! hours before I could finally went in - and of course, there was the "oh my God, I'm going to fail" thing but in the end I had to realize they weren't really serious about this.

I gave myself one week before I start the huge job hunting. Finding a job nowadays is like a mission impossible. I didn't try for a few month but I barely believe it got any better. So Monday I'm going to look for a job what actually pays. How fun it will be.

Watching The Vampire Diaries - Ian Somerhalder is such a badass - reminded me of the amazing Sean Faris, so I watched Never Back Down, too. That movie is still freaking awesome, beautiful men, great music, fantastic fights, what else a girl like me could ask for? Also, I watched the Losers - yes, Jeffrey Dean Morgan is also my sore point - and that was kind of a disappointment. When I watched the trailer for the movie I thought, it was going to be a damn funny action comedy but somehow the comedy part just didn't work for me. If I'm right - and I'm always right - I laughed about once or twice, now that sounds as a great comedy, doesn't it?

I let the big news for last. I started to write my book! Isn't it amazing? I'm so into it, I wake and sleep with that. Unfortunately, that takes my time away from my fanfictions. Not to mention my whole brain is full of that story and the characters but I'll try my best and finish all of my stories. It's just kinda hard to keep it all together. I search for the mythology for my story, there are lots of characters and then I should find some place in my head for certain football players, damphyrs etc. I'm glad nobody can look into my mind because there's a way too big chaos in their.

I guess that's it for now. Oh, I almost forgot: GOOOOOO ORANJE!!!!!!!!