Supernatural-1x12 Faith

While on a hunt, Dean is seriously hurt, and it seems he may only have months to live. Desperate for a cure, Sam goes to an unlikely source to save his brother, but is the miracle all it seems, or are dark forces at work?


My fave episode in season1. This isn't the first death neither of the boys but close enough. Dean is dying what is kinda shocking even if everybody knows he won't actually die. I don't know if I mentioned it before or not but it's worth to repeat, John Winchester is a jerk. Funny how I didn't see it for years what an irresponsible, careless, selfish bastard was the man. (no wonder Sam is takes after his daddy) What kind of father let his son dying and doesn't even try to help? I have to admit poor Sam tried everything he could and it wasn't his fault that the reaper took another dude instead of Dean. And here's the first sign of some kind of pattern: the guy died instead of Dean=he blames himself for it, John dies to save him=again the blaming, this leads us to the decision made in season2 finale but that's way later to talk about it now. The scene with the "Don't Fear The Reaper" song was freaking awesome. I felt sorry for Layla because she seemed to be such a sweet girl. And of course her situation brought up some moral problems, like stop the crazy old chick and let the girl die or save her, sacrifising another life. But as we all know our boys always make the right decision even if it hurts.
guest star: Julie Benz

Facts:
1. Daytime TV is terrible.
2. In case something happens with Dean, take care of his car or he will haunt your ass.
3. Dean Winchester would never die in a hospital where the nurses aren't even hot.
4. You gotta have faith not only when miracles happen but also when they don't.
5. God save us from half the people who think they're doing God's work.
6. Dean only believes what he sees.

Song in the episode:
-Don't Fear (The Reaper) by Blue Oyster Cult

Supernatural-1x11 Scarecrow

After a phone call from their father, Dean and Sam go their separate ways, only to be reuninted in a small town with a deadly secret. Why do the townspeople keep an evil looking scarecrow, and is it connected to the strange disappareances that have been happening?


"Dude, you're fugly." Yes, the falling out arrived with John's call. The main difference between the brothers that Dean follows blindly every order John gives him, and Sam always got something else in his pretty head of his. I understand him in a way, of course, he wants to find the demon who killed his mom+girlfriend but I also got a feeling he rebels just for the sake of rebelling. And leaving Dean alone was really selfish thing to do but again, it's Sam Winchester. But he deserves some credits that he went back and saved Dean's pretty butt from being sacrificed for the sake of apple pie.
How I knew from the start something was off with this Meg chick. What are the chances that a Winchester meets a normal human walking down the road? Yeah, right, no chance.
Did I mention I hate scarecrows, too? I do, they are not only "fugly", also creepy, especially at night time.

Facts:
1. Sam is a selfish bastard, who does whatever he wants and doesn't care what anybody thinks.
2. Dean is proud of his little bro. - oh...
3. If you don't wanna stuck on a bus station, buy a car.
4. Dean's always got a plan, or he's working on it.
5. Being sacrificed is classer than being killed.
6. Dean is a pain in the ass.
7. Dean is John Bonham. - no wonder why he's such a big fan of mullet rock

Songs in the episode:
-Bad Company by Bad Company
-Lodi by Creedence Clearwater Revival
-Puppet by Colepitz

Supernatural-1x10 Asylum

After getting co -ordinates in a text message from their dad, Sam and Dean head out to the Roosevelt Asylum to check out rumors that its haunted with killer ghosts. What they find is a young couple out for a night of fun, and an evil Dr, hell bent on finishing the job he started while he was still alive...


Wow, heartattack alert. We could all sense the falling out coming but this was huge. Sam was totally out of control. Sure, the crazy doc controlled him but still. So get the general stuff for a horror movie, - asylum - some nuts dead patients and of course the cruel doctor, plus give some serious brother issues to it and then you've got it. What you need to get there? Coordinates from daddy, orders from daddy, respect for daddy. I always wonder who is stupid enough to go into a place like that? This epi creeped me out big time. I don't like hospitals, let alone asylums.

Facts:
1. John Winchester writes like Yoda, also he can barely use a toaster.
2. Hidden rooms are called "hidden" because they are hidden. - how shocking!
3. When someone says the place is haunted, don't go in.
4. What is worst than a pissed off spirit? A spirit of a pissed off psycho killer.
5. Sammy hasn't got ESP, just strange vibes sometimes.
6. Sam got a crappy guidance counselor, that's how he ended up being a hunter. - strange, always thought it was a family business
7. Dean always got the extra cookie because he hasn't got the Sam attitude.

Song in the episode:
-Hey You by BTO

Supernatural-1x09 Home

Sam has a dream about the old Winchester home. The dream is so vivid he insists they go back to Kansas to check on the house. Once there, the boys discover not one, but two spirits now inhabit the house, and one is intent on killing the new owner!

Such an intense episode. Finally, Sam tells Dean about his nightmares. It was time, he couldn't hide it anymore and he needs help. It can't be easy dealing with premotions alone. Oh, and the boys gotta go home. That's what makes this episode so great. That this isn't just another job, this is openly about the Winchester brothers. Dean is obviously freaking out not only because they have to go back to Lawrence but because of Sam's visions. Not knowing what's going on with the closest person to you is the worst thing ever. The first time we see Dean Winchester crying... And the only time I don't cry with him. I loved how in the end Mary helped out the guys and poor Sammy... He finally could meet his mom. I gotta tell you, I was so pissed when I realized John was their all along. What kind of father let his sons suffering alone when he could help them? And, hey, Mister, your son called you crying, begging for help! Doesn't it ring a bell?

ps.: Missouri is the coolest guest star in season1. The way she scares the crap outta Dean is hilarious.

Facts:

1. Visions make Dean anxious, escpecially if they come true.

2. Dean Winchester's got feelings (and tears) just like a normal person.

3. Using an EMF is amateur.

Supernatural-1x08 Bugs

A construction worker falls down a hole in the ground, only to have his brain seemingly 'melt.' The authorities say CJD, our boys know different! Once on the case, Sam and Dean discover a deadly native curse, and a time frame that is rapidly running out. Can they convince people to leave before it's too late?


Another episode what is more about the brothers than the actual monsters. We get to know Sam feels like a misunderstood poor son of evil daddy.Yes, Sam always wanted to have a different life a normal "apple pie" kind. That was the biggest conflict with their dad. It's funny how Dean doesn't see what was Sam's problem because he always does what John says- daddy's perfect little soldier. There's huge tention between the guys because of it, the way Sam left, that they think about life in such a different way. In a way I can even understand Sam. I mean, who wants to follow orders in every minute of their life? It's understandable he wanted to make his own decisions, and he wanted to try getting out of the crazy way of life they live. But again, there comes Dean. He wants to have a family, he's eager to have a normal life - even if he deny it and pretend hunting is the best thing he could think to do - still he stayed and continue doing their job because somebody gotta do that, too. However, - and it was a long time I said something like this - I kinda felt sorry for Sam, that he always felt less than he's brother or his dad, always the black sheep in the family, gotta admit, it must have been hard.

Facts:
1. Bow hunting is an important skill. - more important than soccer
2. Dean doesn't like normal. - Doesn't this statement make him a liar?
3. Dean watches Oprah.
4. Never build anything on ancient indians' territory. - they are always cursed

Songs in the episode:
-Rock of Ages by Def Leppard - Someone really likes this song.
-No One Like You by The Scorpions
-I Got More Pills Than I Got Pay by Black Toast Music
-Poke In the Butt by Extreme Music
-Medusa by MasterSource

Supernatural-1x07 Hook Man

When the spirit of a one-handed preacher comes back to haunt a town, it's time for Sam and Dean to get on the case. The problem is, what is summoning the ghost, and why doesn't burning his bones vanquish him back to the netherworld?


"Goodbye, Preacher." Be aware, Hook Man will come for you if you are a bad girl! Or just burn his bones and everything that belongs to him and you can go on with your life, partying and hooking up with everybody.
Sammy finally got a girl for himself. Ha, isn't it cute? Good to see Dean isn't the only Winchester who can get involved with females.

Is there even anybody who hasn't heard about the Hook Man? I mean, he's a famous dude after all, even Peter Pan fought him. I'm wondering if something is wrong with me that I never get scared of Supnat. This is a horror show after all, meaning I should be scared out of my panties... Hmm, gotta be something with the gorgeous actors. Who could get scared when two guys like the Winchesters are around, right?

Facts:
1. It's proved again, Sammy is a geek.
2. Sammy looks like a dumbass pledge.
3. Dean'd rather watched the cute girls house than digging up a grave. - Man... Who understands them?
4. Sam is secretly Francis who likes half-caff double vanilla latte.

Songs in the episode:
-Merry Go Round by Split Habit
-Bang Your Head (Metal Health) by Quiet Riot
-Noise by Low Five
-At Rest by APM
-Royal Bethlehem by APM
-U Do 2 Me by Paul Richards
-Peace of Mind by Boston

Supernatural-1x06 Skin

When an old friend of Sam's is accused of murder, he feels compelled to help. But, when the Winchesters investigate, they find things are far from a simple mistaken identity. In fact, can anyone be trusted to be who they say they are?

What else could I say about this episode that it was breathtaking? Oh, no it wouldn't be my fave if it's not for Dean and his little strip but that was just... It would have been even better if his teeth didn't start to fall out and his skin stayed where it belongs but we can't always get what we want. The first time we got more than one Dean in any episode. These times are always awesome, aren't they? What could be better than one Dean Winchester? Yeah, two of him! Without shirt, the way the audience likes him the most.
The seeds of doubt are planted into Sammy's cute head and into ours, too. I mean, what if the shapeshifter truly knew every thoughts of Dean? What if Dean really blames his little bro? That would be understandable, wouldn't it? And Dean is officialy hunted by the law, not for the last time.

Facts:
1. Sam wears women's underwear.
2. According to Sam hiding the truth isn't equal with lying.
3. Hunting doesn't allow you to get close to people.
4. Dean is anti-social.
5. Shapeshifters aren't stupid.-He picked the handsome brother.
6. Sam and Dean are freaks but they are there for each other all the way.-we all know that isn't so true for little Sammy.

Songs in the episode:
-In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida by Iron Butterfly
-Poison Whiskey by Lynyrd Skynyrd
-Hey Man, Nice Shot by Filter
-All Right Now by Free

Supernatural-1x05 Bloody Mary

When a young girl utters the words 'bloody mary' three times in front of a mirror, her father dies grusomely. Is there something evil in the mirror? If so, how does the spirit pick it's victims, and just why does Sam think he can lure it to go after him?


Bloody Mary... Bloody Mary... You know who. Oh, such an awesome episode. Finally, we know what's Sammy's big secret. And I gotta say the mirror scene was so, so, so awesome. I love the way the writers put Sam's story line into this one. That's the amazing about Supernatural, that they can balance between the guys' problems and the demons perfectly. The bleeding eyes are so cool, that's what I love in True Blood, too. I mean, it looks totally tragic. And oh, in the end, "Laugh, I nearly died" by Rolling Stones, one of my fave ever. I almost forgot, I know why the guys had to suffer so much in the last years! All those broken mirrors... Bad luck. Not to mention Sam and his dirty little secrets. We all know where those go.

Facts:
1. If all the computers are out of order, the research becomes annoying.
2. Sam's got dreams about lollipops and candy canes and that scares him.
3. Dean wants to look like Paris Hilton. - I bet not after their friendly meeting in season 5.
4. It's Sam, not Sammy.
5. There's a good reason why I'm afraid of mirrors.


Songs in the episode:
-Laugh, I Nearly Died by The Rolling Stones
-Sugar, We're Going Down by Fallout Boy
-Rock of Ages by Def Leppard (also used in Swan Song where it was even better than here)

The Mood

Damn it, I'm in the mood again. I've got these nightmares again for more than a week so I'm totally exhausted, on the edge and just about to start crying in any moment. Urgh, I hate this so much. It's like my brain decided not to let go of the past and everytime I'm about to forget, the dreams/nightmares come back to haunt me at night. I just wanna move on with my life because this isn't normal. I shouldn't have these nightmares after years. I seriously consider starting to read my psyhological book, maybe I could get something out from that. The several questions popping up in my head make me anxious even more. Why can't I forget? Is it possible I can't let go? Does these dreams mean something like in the past? Will I be able to move on ever? Do I even wanna move on? What if in the back of my mind I don't wanna let go? What if this is entirely my fault? And it goes on and on like this in every minute of the day. So, yeah, I'm in "The Mood" again.