Catching up

I neglected this again but so much stuff going around it's hard to follow even myself. Last week and this week was crazy, as in a totally and absoulutely way. Let's start with last week.


I quit my job and no I didn't hurt my boss, we seperated as friends. I quit because they couldn't pay and I can't afford that. I mean just because the office got 2 hard months that shouldn't cause such a thing. Not to mention we would have gone to Italy next month and I got a feeling we wouldn't have gotten money because of that again.


This sudden change caused some problems, such as I got a really nasty melt down at Tuesday. I almost did something extremely stupid but somebody saved me. I had to talk to somebody and went to one of my friends, Kitty because I knew she would understand and she did. God bless her, she ordered me to talk to another friend of us. So this guy, Danny... Well, we met not so long ago and get along perfectly from the very first moment. I couldn't be more grateful for him. He talked and talked, reasoned, pleaded, even begged to stop me. He needed a whole night but he managed to convinse me not to do such a stupid stuff.


Talking of which... Damn man, I'd better be careful, or I will fall for him and he's trouble with capital. Such a smooth talker, and caring, and confident, sarcastic, smart and all those tattoos... Our friends are having fun watching us because we are like the cat and the dog. There's undeniable chemistry and fire between the two of us. I really do have to fight not to go further, especially after one of our little argument ended up with me against the wall... How fortunate Kitty stepped in the room at the perfect moment, only God knows what would have happened otherwise. (well, okay, everybody knows what would have happened) I can't go down that road. I know he doesn't want anything now. No wonder after two engagements he isn't in the mood for anything serious. And that's okay, two adults enjoying each other's company, just having fun. I only have to remember the fun part is the keyword.

And the most important. *DRUMS* My Dad got out!!!!! I almost dropped the cell when his lawyer called and said it was time to celebrate. I couldn't believe, I went totally crazy. I'm so happy he's out. And of course now his friends are all like "I wanted to help but didn't know how", yada, yada and my Dad falls for them. Whatever, I don't give a damn. If he wants to believe them, then do so, it's his life not mine.

I guess that's all for now. Be bad, y'all.

You don't wanna get to know me, buddy

I wrote this yesterday just forgot to publish. Oh, sweet Lord, today my boss did it again *groans* When he did what he did, I didn't know if I should have cried or laughed, or both. Okay, gotta admit it was my fault he started this time. I was a bad girl and we ditched work with my co-workers, we all did. I got programs until 2pm and afterward I stayed in the office. I sooo wasn't in the mood to go out and knock on every darn door. We stayed indoor and talked all afternoon and we haven't got a programme to Monday. Obviously, boss wasn't too happy with us when he got back and I was the one who met the first wave. He said I wasted a whole day, yada, yada, not that he wasn't right but the way he did it just made me want to hit him. Then came my fave part. Poor man, he's trying so hard and just can't get to me and it makes him damn frustrated. He said I was like a straight line and he didn't know what to do to get a reaction out of me. I wanted to tell him, buddy, you don't wanna get a reaction out of me because you're going to end up hurt and I'm going to end up fired, who wants that, right? God save him when I lose it and tell him what I think about him. It would sound something like this: "You are a poor little bastard and I feel sorry for you, I truly do, but dude, we are so not in the same league." I don't think he would be happy with me after this. Something else, about my co-worker, he asked if Singapore was in South Africa!!! Yes, Africa. There aren't lots of stuff what can silent me but this was one of them. And I work with Einsteins like him. I wonder when I will start to bang my head to the wall.

Sightseeing-SWOON

Girls, I needed 23 years to realize there are darn sexy Hungarian guys. Maybe I should have opened my eyes earlier. There are look alikes running around in Budapest and I didn't know about it. I travel on the bus with Ryan Philippe. We go together every morning on the bus and what a way to start a day that is! Well, not every morning because the man can't catch the same bus everyday, pff. But when he does... Have I already mentioned the lips? Never mind, worth to repeat, those lips are magical. Oh, and the "I-hate-the-world-face"... And then what a man I met yesterday! Hell, he looked like Charlie Hunnam aka Jackson 'Jax' Teller *swoon* Guys with longer hair aren't my types usually but there are exceptions and he was one of them. And if looking like Jax Teller wouldn't have been enough, he wore a simple black t-shirt with "Zeppelin" text on it. I wanna meet the man again. Seriously, I'll just jump on him if I do.